Sorry...sorry...and sorry to some of my friends tat i met in last year of my foundation...so sorry on all the trouble that i brought to u all...juz bcoz of my relationship problem i make u all get scolded by somebody...somebody tat u all din noe tat well or can say din noe at all!sometimes juz bcoz of my argument wit her,or some of the picture...u all will also get scolded...hahaha!!isn't it very funny???!!!also bcoz of this....ppl get sad,cried,annoyed and fed up wit me i think....all this things happened over and over again and seem to be never stop at all!!!haiz.....
but wat had happened i think was already END since 3rd january of 2009,the day tat i made a CRUEL dicision....a dicision tat i think will make all of us get rid of the unhappiness.....since i made tat dicision...honestly...i feel so RELAX and FREE ...may be a few of ppl will think tat is juz a fake dicision...coz i said tat all the times and none of them were true....and also bcoz of something tat had happened before on 2008 ,in the mid of year...name by robson as "Esonx Case".....hahaha!!!but this times is different....is really a determined dicision....hehe...
This is to "U"....within the past 4 years...lying to each other is juz part of our relationship....i wan to say SORRY to wat i had lied to u...but still got many things tat i don't understand on wat u r thinking until today...yesterday i also juz get to noe tat u had said something to my cousin...is tat wat u said is true???!!!wat u r saying is different from wat u r doing...i still thinking of asking u about tat...........or...may be i should juz forget it...i scare it would juz make more and more misunderstanding between us and also create more grudge on us.....so i think i should juz forget all the things.......hope tat u also will do the same things la....SORRY again to U....
haha!!!i feel like so stupid saying all this things....but it is juz the word tat i wish to shout it out loudly!!!!i hope tat all the ppl tat involved in wat i said can see my blog...haha!!!
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Hey dude,
ReplyDeleteEverything has become history dy....
I believe that ur friends will understand ur situation and forgive u?...
It wasnt stupid to say out here...
Tommorow is a better day...!!
LOLX....
Dearest Zhan Huai..
ReplyDeleteGlad that u added another new post to ur blog!! Was wondering when this day would come.. BUT, this is indeed a sad post.. Your friends will understand you. If they don't, then they're not worth being friends with am i right? Lol.. Your true friends will understand. Been through this once. Things weren't pretty then. Hahaha.. But, I'll wish you all the best in life, and hope the best in the decisions you both made. To keep the past as a memory, and to begin a new chapter in life.
Steph the young 'english blog teacher'
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Yeah we read this post. Well well... despite what had happened, you've proved yourself as a fantastic friend. =) Thank you, for last year.
ReplyDeleteRemember I told you, I wrote letters to everyone except for you? It was approaching the end of the year back then. Haha. Frankly, yours would be the longest - there were so many things to be said back then, but right now, it feels like there's nothing left to be said. Heh. And I don't know this would be a good thing or a bad one.
Anyway. Like I said, all of us will be going on separate pathways after this. Not so much of hanging out together anymore, probably. Ahhhh.
So hmmm. Take the past memories (the good ones) as your courage to move on, and let us cherish the moments we will be spending this coming July, as well as the little moments we (might) be spending together in the coming five years.
On a lighter note, your apology is accepted! Haha. And again, I thank you for always being a wonderful friend. =)
Be happy always yeah, you're always got a bunch of us behind you.
Lotsa Love,
Zihui =)
thks ya zihui!!!
ReplyDeleteu always is our best lighter!!!
light up the path way for all of us...
what u said were all the best encourage words for us!!!were all 金玉良言!!!
i'm not a wonderful friend but you are...and u always are!!!and this would never change in my heart!!!
thks agian...thank you so much!!!